singledom

by M4REKG

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released November 22, 2016

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M4REKG Czech Republic

*1987
czech born
asshole

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Track Name: that feeling
lately I feel very tired
can’t feel my eyes
or my heart
every day I just long for the next one
yet I still feel nothing

and the only thing I know is
that I can’t take it anymore

and i don’t care
don’t fucking care anymore

I wish I could pretend there is more to this life
or there ever will be

and it’s the feeling you failed at life
and it’s the feeling you’ve lost the fight

I can’t describe that feeling

I feel futility

you failed at life
and it’s the feeling you’ve lost the fight

fight!
Track Name: till my heart grows back
do you know that
I really like you
I feel like I never felt before
but in my story something happened
to my heart
and I realized that
it’s not beating right anymore

oh no
something is really really wrong
I don’t know how to love anymore

I remember how happy I used to be
but now my heart feels vague
I think it got damaged by somebody I knew
and it’s not beating right anymore



and I know it’s not you
it’s me, the reason



and I really really like you
and you really really like me
but I guess we’ll just have to wait till my heart grows back
Track Name: your words
only you can make me feel this weak
only you can make me feel so much fear
you can knock me down
while you let me down
with just your words

but silence is what we both need
but silence is what we both need now

everytime we talk your words suck me dry
everytime we talk your words suck me dry

all those things you said you meant
and they were untrue
but your eyes and your lips
are used to lies
but your eyes and your lips are used to your own beautiful lies

and I think it’s sad

but silence is what we both need
but silence is what we both need

everytime we talk your words suck me dry
everytime we talk your words suck me dry
everytime I try … your words just make me cry
and I cry paralyzed … because your words sucked me dry
Track Name: a betrayal
I know you lied
and I didn’t mind



and there’s no trust anymore
there’s no trust anymore
because
you broke it all



so you broke your promise
I could tell



I still feel you in my head and I know you’re fucking with it



so you keep breaking your promises



but I don’t mind
anymore
Track Name: no awe
I hate myself for loving you



no awe



I hate myself for you
Track Name: love is free
I know you feel the urge for love
you cannot run
cannot run
we both know happiness isn’t free

we both know happiness isn’t free

but love is … love is … love is …



and I will wait for you
and I will wait for you
we deserve each other

I know you feel we might never ever meet
but I also know you have to wait patiently for the moment



and love will come our way



i know you’re looking for me too
we were meant for each other
i know you’re looking for me too
we deserve each other

Track Name: ho
you want me to lick your tears
but you don’t need me at all
you just need the attention



ho
ho ho
ho ho ho



so lonely
Track Name: leave behind
I sit and wait for hours for you
like so many times before
I sit and wait for hours
but I cannot do this anymore

so I’m gonna run away
leave you behind
broken but grateful
run away
leave you behind

you were using, playing me
and I don’t mind anymore at all
you were treating me like shit
and I let you
for so long
undermining me
for so long
and maybe that is why I feel so worthless now



run away
run away
run the fuck away
run the fuck away
run
the fuck
away
Track Name: one too many
so I left for good
but I feel, like you …

do you ever feel, like you …
owe me that sentence

and I know it hurts
but I feel, like you

and I’ve built a wall as high as the sky
and I’ve built a wall as high as the sky

one too many
one word too many
one too many

and I’ve built a wall as high as the sky
and I’ve built a wall as high as the sky



one word too many
one kiss too many
one thought too many
one fuck too many
Track Name: I am the greatest
I wanted to marry you
I really did

I wanted to marry you
but you
only wanted me to cum on your face

I guess I am the greatest
cunt in the universe

I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you
but you
only wanted me to fuck your brains out

I guess I am the greatest
cunt in the universe



rs rs rs



I wish the story was much less messed up
but now I know that
I am
the greatest

Track Name: the day I died
nothing lasts
but as long as you keep breathing
as long as you keep breathing

live, just live



the day I died I realized